Day: November 22, 2011

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Unfinished Business

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I have a huge bone to pick with myself, mostly on all the loose ends I left in the world.  It’s drives me insane to see hard work go wasted.  I really really really, want to slap someone (mostly myself) for allowing certain actions go on without anything being done about it.

1.  I have missing massive blog entries.
(Why is that?  Everyday in this year must have a filled blog sort for my Postaday2011 Challenge…clearly I am slacking intensely at this.)

2. My email inbox has reached an epic 10,000 email count or unopened mail.
(I am getting lazy, or maybe I am missing my blackberry way too much, for this is a very big no no…there should be no such event of so much emails.)

3.  My computer documents, videos, and music and not yet backed up.  I have 400 GB of valuable information un-

What a Week to Risk it All
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saved and being at risk of being lost.
(I got the blank dvd’s and cd’s and an external, why haven’t I backed it up as yet, my gosh.  I guess I really asking for it badly then.)

I need to pick up the slack starting with these 3 things first before moving unto anything else.  I am leaving myself at risk for failure.  I can’t let this happen.

Starting tonight, I will be cutting the fat of these unfinished business and whip myself back into shape.

Do you have unfinished business lingering?  Do you owe someone money?  Do you have a goal you have yet to start on?

Let me know in the comments or via email or twitter….let’s talk.

Thanks for reading
Richardo

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The Puzzled Beginning…[6 Weeks 10 Days To Change My Life]

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A Single Spark
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It’s the start of the epic move to change my life.  Am I really ready I often question myself, but the answer seem to always varies.  The answer I most often reply with is, what the hell am I doing and how am I going to do it?  I have written and plotted points of interests and tactics over and over, and they just don’t seem to make sense as I revisit them.  I get confused my action of how I am going to pull things off but just a week previous I had it all figured out, detail after detail, and from every which angle.

It kills me going back and forth, but I do enjoy the rush I get when my creative ideas spark and I get hyped and it help create a euphoria in my mind that everything is going to be alright.  I pray for humble thoughts, and calm responses to other people actions, but no one really always me that space to just live and create what I see and being sketching day in day out.   I have always known, that I must battle past my fears, as I feel there are some lingering or the unknown in which drowns out me producing the results I know I can deliver.

I guess it’s the lack of people who believe in me and actually go out of their way for some support that leaves my thinking I am in this for myself, when the benefits of my actions will help others 10 times as much as it will help himself.  So as I try to figure out my puzzle of keeping it going, throughout this week I must think on micro actions to spark and steady routine on my creative happenings.

As write this, it seems like much gibberish to just say I am confused on whether I must go or stay at this point I am at.  I need to just do it and think about it later, it’s just a risk I must take to see if it shall work.

Are you puzzled at your actions?  Do you wish what you see in your mind was simply possible?

Thanks for reading
Richardo