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Wishful Wednesday: It’s Back, and It’s Black

Welcome to Wishful Wednesday (#ww #Wishful Wednesday) where you can wishfor anything in the world, and maybe it will come through one day.

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I am adopting a new format, similar to a friend of mine Slim Jackson for his EFF EM FRIDAY series on his personal blog.  It’s not like I am biting but I am been want to change it up in a new direction for this series for a while, so here it goes.

I wish for my series to stay fresh and cool at all times.  I want to stay relevant, by aggressive with my words and post to be somewhere other from in my head.  I must let most of my post loose in the world, to inspire and entertain.  Create something for someone who wants to read that causes more happiness and pleasure than pain.  We all have wishes, so let them fly, share with the world and let them talked about with others with the same likes.

I wish for sunny days and cool nights,

I wish I can be seen for being me and not my skin color,

I wish for dreams to be possible, and more probable,

I wish for late night loving and sweet romance,

I wish I could tell my boss what I really think without them getting mad, ego tripping.

What is your wish for today? Do you like or have same the same wishes as me?

Thanks for reading
Richardo

PostAday2011

Unfinished Business

I have a huge bone to pick with myself, mostly on all the loose ends I left in the world.  It’s drives me insane to see hard work go wasted.  I really really really, want to slap someone (mostly myself) for allowing certain actions go on without anything being done about it.

1.  I have missing massive blog entries.
(Why is that?  Everyday in this year must have a filled blog sort for my Postaday2011 Challenge…clearly I am slacking intensely at this.)

2. My email inbox has reached an epic 10,000 email count or unopened mail.
(I am getting lazy, or maybe I am missing my blackberry way too much, for this is a very big no no…there should be no such event of so much emails.)

3.  My computer documents, videos, and music and not yet backed up.  I have 400 GB of valuable information un-

What a Week to Risk it All
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saved and being at risk of being lost.
(I got the blank dvd’s and cd’s and an external, why haven’t I backed it up as yet, my gosh.  I guess I really asking for it badly then.)

I need to pick up the slack starting with these 3 things first before moving unto anything else.  I am leaving myself at risk for failure.  I can’t let this happen.

Starting tonight, I will be cutting the fat of these unfinished business and whip myself back into shape.

Do you have unfinished business lingering?  Do you owe someone money?  Do you have a goal you have yet to start on?

Let me know in the comments or via email or twitter….let’s talk.

Thanks for reading
Richardo

PostAday2011

The Puzzled Beginning…[6 Weeks 10 Days To Change My Life]

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It’s the start of the epic move to change my life.  Am I really ready I often question myself, but the answer seem to always varies.  The answer I most often reply with is, what the hell am I doing and how am I going to do it?  I have written and plotted points of interests and tactics over and over, and they just don’t seem to make sense as I revisit them.  I get confused my action of how I am going to pull things off but just a week previous I had it all figured out, detail after detail, and from every which angle.

It kills me going back and forth, but I do enjoy the rush I get when my creative ideas spark and I get hyped and it help create a euphoria in my mind that everything is going to be alright.  I pray for humble thoughts, and calm responses to other people actions, but no one really always me that space to just live and create what I see and being sketching day in day out.   I have always known, that I must battle past my fears, as I feel there are some lingering or the unknown in which drowns out me producing the results I know I can deliver.

I guess it’s the lack of people who believe in me and actually go out of their way for some support that leaves my thinking I am in this for myself, when the benefits of my actions will help others 10 times as much as it will help himself.  So as I try to figure out my puzzle of keeping it going, throughout this week I must think on micro actions to spark and steady routine on my creative happenings.

As write this, it seems like much gibberish to just say I am confused on whether I must go or stay at this point I am at.  I need to just do it and think about it later, it’s just a risk I must take to see if it shall work.

Are you puzzled at your actions?  Do you wish what you see in your mind was simply possible?

Thanks for reading
Richardo