Creativity Meets Abstract & Cognition.
Some days I wonder if I was falling would someone catch me? I really don’t have an answer for that, I feel I have done so much good in the world, of course someone would want to catch me, but then again even though I have done so much good in the world that doesn’t say someone would actually do that for me. Hmmm makes me think if I should call up couple friends and ask them if they would catch me if I was falling.
There is a slight stigma about me people don’t like. They believe I don’t pay attention. I pay attention quite well, but what am I to pay attention to? Friends often believe its either my way or the highway, but in actuality that’s actually their mind state. I really never get options of choice on how to do something or go about hanging out, but when it comes to me I give everyone options to choose from. We have quite a difference in goals and how we choose to spend our time for fun. I feel I have left certain pass time activities in the past and started developing towards a bright and exciting future doing things such as what I am doing now, blogging. It is truly a sacrifice to blog or not to blog, and I have choose to blog because it is my creative space within my life. Some try to satisfy others by conforming to simply pressures and doing things because of love or just see to the other person happy in only the way they want you to act. The reason I know this is because I use to do the same thing. I use to act and react in a certain manner to satisfy friends, colleagues and more, but in the end it didn’t do any positive for me. I would have to say I almost lost my self and the purpose of my lifestyle and goals in life following others.
If someone was to ask me today, or even all the way back to even age 14 what I wanted to do in my life up to say the age 60, I actually had a quite layered plan and answer for them. I have discovered my potentials and have been working on that day in and day out ever since I was 11. So to be truly excited in what I do for me I must keep doing the fun and simple things I do and to not leave my friends and family out who don’t fully understand my dreams, I will have to find a more creative and efficient way to express my goals in life them, thats if they mind caring.
Thanks for reading
Richardo
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New York, what more can I say…Its really snowing. Its crazy cold, windy is blowing and massive amount of snow and no shoveling said by the city. So our Sunday is kind of messed up, but what about Monday morning commute and so on?
