PostAday2011

The Puzzled Beginning…[6 Weeks 10 Days To Change My Life]

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It’s the start of the epic move to change my life.  Am I really ready I often question myself, but the answer seem to always varies.  The answer I most often reply with is, what the hell am I doing and how am I going to do it?  I have written and plotted points of interests and tactics over and over, and they just don’t seem to make sense as I revisit them.  I get confused my action of how I am going to pull things off but just a week previous I had it all figured out, detail after detail, and from every which angle.

It kills me going back and forth, but I do enjoy the rush I get when my creative ideas spark and I get hyped and it help create a euphoria in my mind that everything is going to be alright.  I pray for humble thoughts, and calm responses to other people actions, but no one really always me that space to just live and create what I see and being sketching day in day out.   I have always known, that I must battle past my fears, as I feel there are some lingering or the unknown in which drowns out me producing the results I know I can deliver.

I guess it’s the lack of people who believe in me and actually go out of their way for some support that leaves my thinking I am in this for myself, when the benefits of my actions will help others 10 times as much as it will help himself.  So as I try to figure out my puzzle of keeping it going, throughout this week I must think on micro actions to spark and steady routine on my creative happenings.

As write this, it seems like much gibberish to just say I am confused on whether I must go or stay at this point I am at.  I need to just do it and think about it later, it’s just a risk I must take to see if it shall work.

Are you puzzled at your actions?  Do you wish what you see in your mind was simply possible?

Thanks for reading
Richardo

Life · Lifestyle · PostAday2011

Slept Like A Baby…Food, Drinks, and The Itis

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I went to hang out Friday night with one of the most awesome person in the world, in which she is always a good host.  She always seems to surprise me on the slightest things, very super cool.  After talking and laughing about cool tech geek stuff and about her writing her novel, I got hyped to watch some Netflix.  I was like oh snap the new Grey’s Anatomy is Live on Netflix and Breaking Bad and Burn Notice and White Collar, all the shows I been dying to see and was super hyped and had to watch an episode or two.

I then remembered and I had bought some delicious ass Chicken and Fries from Kennedy Fried Chicken (ummm I am not to eat this again, it’s too damn good, plus it’s not a prime choice for my diet) but either ways, some Bacardi got poured to mix with my 99 cent Arizona, and after some excitement from the show, the itis, and drinks going in, plus the long and hard work day from earlier, it was bye-bye baby for me…unless though it only lasted about an hour…Oh my GOD, I slept like a baby.  I feel I need to repeat that experience every once in a while…Shout out to the super awesome and talented Kristina, did I mention she can draw super well, and is a BAWSE. lol

When last have you slept like a baby?  Do you like Fried Chicken and Drinks too?

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Richardo

PostAday2011 · Relationship

The Art Of Love Making

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Do you know what good loving making is like?  Well loving making been around quite a long time, like forever, but do you think or think you will ever experience what good loving making feels like?  I was exposed to sexuality at a young age, but I understood what things were, and always questioned myself on when I got to a decent mature age if I would ever feel what good love making was like.  The intimate feeling, the romance, the mind-blowing pleasure is what I thought would come in a nice package when having a great partner, or soul mate.

Being a poet and romantic I always try to achieve a deep connection with girlfriends I have had.  I wanted to create one of the best experience they would ever have in their lives on many levels.  I didn’t care about what age I was or they were, I feel when you create something so incredible who can justify it by time.  Think of your love in your religious belief, it’s like a timeless bond with you and your GOD.  Marriage is supposed to create such a similar effect with your spouse with blessings of eternal love.

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So what is the art of love-making?  What do you look for in a great experience?  Is it more physical than emotional or even mentally?  I guess the more you know what you want to experience and the comfort of giving your all or passions in the memorable pleasure the more you can define what it would be for you.  They say love can make you do crazy things, so if you have gotten such a love-making experience from someone, you might go to the end of the earth to cherish and enjoy it greatness.

Through my experiences I have learned many new techniques and rules to making a fulfilling moment.  I always tend to reflect back like what I am doing right now in this post, on what I can do better and what I can learn at the age I am at now about love making.  I know there are many people in relationships with a very bad sex life or can’t ever get to experience that great feeling they been craving for with their partners.  I always wished for people to experience the best things in the world, but we can’t have it all.  Do you think good love-making should be one of the top things all mature human beings should experience in their lives?

Do you know good love-making?  Do you think you have experienced it before or still want to?  Would you cheat on your partner for just a once in a life experience of good love-making?

Thanks for reading
Richardo

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