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Sacrificing Joy For Pain

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I have been a really bad boy lately.  I haven’t been finishing up my ideas and my creative projects into progressive weekly ventures.  I been working and put things together but I have really been missing quite a few deadlines and not putting certain projects and assignments to my top priority.  I will not apologize for doing so, for the work I have been doing in the background was very important and really needed a lot of attention, but there has been joy and video game playing and random falling asleep that resulted in lack of productivity.

I am not saying is wrong to have fun and enjoy the good things in life, but I am really trying to say, make a better schedule to enjoy your fun, and not linger with your priorities.  I still trying to lock down backing up my files, erasing emails amount other things I must do, but it’s about to be December its lock down season.  Time to focus, create, produce and execute finished results.

Things I will be Sacrificing:

– Watching Netflix at home.
– Playing Video games more than 2 hours per day. (I don’t even play that much anyways)
– Also the time spent researching new developments in technology. (I am an information junkie 😦 )

By sacrificing some of my joys in life, I shall be able to finish my new website, produce my new video series, have a versatile photography portfolio around the web, be a better manager, and also be able to advertise and network with others like myself in my industry.  The pain starts today.

Can you sacrifice your joy for pain in getting things done?  Do you thing pain and struggle is needed in order to progress in life?

Thanks for reading
Richardo

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I feel too…I don’t want to cry

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I am a very confident person. I might have been so before when younger, but I am today. I have worked on a technique of detachment after experiencing caring too much for others and they don’t for me, also from having my heart broken.

I feel for others a lot and their pain and struggles. But I can only be the one to keep them moving, and thinking of a possible outcome for them in a positive light. People think I am cold as ice, because I don’t want or choose to be the person they can cry with or to. I feel there is someone else they can do that with, I am not the best candidate. I am the person they finds the solutions to problems, and I do that well.

I have feelings too you know, but because I seem strong and confident others find it not an issue to offer a caring thought that I might be going through something. I have to find my own solutions and overcome my own problems. So maybe that’s me being selfish that other didn’t offer any feelings for me to help me why I can’t do the same for them. I am not saying I won’t listen and understand, I am just not the crying type. But I do offer my help and support to move pass the hurt and onto better waters.

So after all these years since younger of not crying, it’s quite difficult to let go tears to common things, but I do care and feel the pain.

Are you the one they your friends cry with or are you the one they come to, to find a solution to their problems? Is it a strain on your mind and self dealing with others pain?

Thanks for reading
Richardo

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