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Is This How You Did It Again? There is still hope for me…

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Ummm it’s no mystery I have not been blogging regularly as I use to.  I must admit I have quite some grounds of work to make up for my disappearance.  They never said life was going to easy, and I know for a fact my life is not very simple lived as some may think.  Other people, well friends such as my oh so cool ever so fresh Ray J would say, “Man I can’t keep up with you dude, you do too much stuff, but I check you out now and then when I get the chance.”  I appreciate him for that, that’s a real true friend right there.

Among other good and best friends I may have, are still missing in action, but again, I am a realist and everyone has their drama in life at times, but it’s when they show back up is when you know they are always and will still be there for you.

I been to hell and back with my new work schedule and my broke-ness, people not taking me serious, people wanting FREE PHOTOGRAPHY but loves my work.  I guess they feel because I don’t over expose myself as other people or professionals, I must not be paid for my SUPER DOPE services.   It’s guess been a real battle for the past last month.  November came in and KICKED ME in the face.

But besides all the craziness and madness going on, I still am sane on the inside.  I hold in the pain and struggle and turn it into creativity.  Though I don’t get to show off my super cool creative projects as yet, I still believe in them and they shall  see the day of light.

I feel my blog is really my diary and journal, and it has helped me become a better person, and I just know, I will be back on my feet.  Actually today is my day to rise and be myself again.  Blog I miss you….

Check out my BOMB DIGGITY new video talking about what I am now saying in this post…

Thanks to everyone who cares, I appreciate you.

Are you still with me?  Do you still care?

Thanks for reading
Richardo

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Blurred Vision in a Dream State

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As I started out my morning very out of it from what was in my cup from the night before while at home, I knew Sunday was going to be a day of rest.  I wanted to hit the gym, but my feet would not take me.  I wanted to go to the movies, but my eyes could see clearly for the big screen.  With most of my interesting option thrown out the day I decided maybe I shall try out happy hour at TGI Fridays and grab a bite to eat after a very brutal  week at work and welcome another this up coming week.

While at Fridays I would have bought my Kindle (e-book reading) to pass the time while eating some good food which is half off all day and so were the drinks.  Either way, with all my twisted head of blurred vision and feelings, I decided take a nap and awake in the mid afternoon and take a walk to the restaurant. All in all I never made it, I was lounged out in my recliner in the living room from 1 pm to 10 pm with a multitudes of dreams in which at the end of the sleeping cycle reflected story-lines coming from the loud TV set that was on in the house.

While in dream state I was really wondering why my dreams had made such a dramatic change, but upon waking up to head to my room to charge my dead Android smart phone, I noticed the kitchen television echoing the storyline of the my latest dream.  What a way to awake, then back into my lab a bit hungry to get back to editing photos and more.  Back to work.  Oh yea and to write this post you are reading.

How was your weekend?  Have you ever had the blurred vision effect?

Thanks for reading
Richardo

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My Vision of Failure

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FAILED…smh I don’t like FAILURE in a long form or short form…not even for the simplest things and never the large…but I am glad I have been blessed to fail at the smallest of things that teaches bigger lessons than others can imagine.

Richardo

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