English: A Nintendo 64 video game console shown with gray controller. This is the JPG version. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
When the weekend arrives I am excited, for I need rest dang it. I kid I kid, but really and truly I do. I am not getting any younger. Wow, did I really say that? That’s what old people say or women wanting to have a child and see the clock is running down, no offense. But here I am at home actually playing video games, in which was one of my goals to do of the year was to get more excitement back in my life of things I use to do. I don’t mean to really rant on and on, but I read my statistics, people don’t read blog posts on the weekend. So me writing this and expecting someone to read is a pitch and a miss…
But the weekend is a lovely time to have to myself and have really being improving my time management skills as of late.
Well there is another day to go, so I guess tomorrow it shall be.
Have an awesome weekend to whoever gazed upon this post.
Working nights sucks, especially when you have to past up on an FREE OPEN BAR. I usually work morning but because a stupid shift change, responsibly I had to pass on a very cool open bar.
I am not the one to call out of work, but dang, free drinks, c’mon man…not cool.
I mean when a big company pays for you to enjoy a few moments with colleagues why would you pass this up. Gosh. But work is work.
Heartless (Kanye West song) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
For far too long I cared and was just a little bit curious. For far too long I watched as spam, junk mail and other advertisement filled my inbox. For far too long I have pondered an escape. It was hard for me to envision a life without debts and constant rubbish. As of today I am setting myself free. Free from the world of clutter and unnecessary cryptic nothing. I am breaking free from all that is just a want but not a need. I need to see a change, I need to see a difference, I have climbed too many mountains, and tripped over few too many twigs.
Today marks the day I plug from the matrix. No more hunt for the best deals and have them come to my email. No more, subscribe to kind or plug myself to unwanted notifications. If I want something I know all the possible ways to go get it, I am not lazy. So why did I sign up for the constant updates in which became too much to manage and handle?
I have seen myself sitting a waiting for a change, an update, an opportunity to arise for the past couple years. What happened to the how I even gotten to this point of knowledge and power within myself, in which I created my experience and lifestyle. Where is my simple lifestyle? I don’t have the stress, but I can now reverse things I did and convert them to regrets. I have found my pain music, I have found my words to speak and be free.
I have supported everyone the best I could but in the end, no one (close) has pushed for me. I shall not continues these behaviors, I can break this habit. I do actually have qualifications in psychology and have yet to create my life, the real life I was bred to live. I need to spark my legacy in which very few shall or could trail. I have seen my achievements, I have made my milestones, I been here for this and I there for the beginning of that.
I need to end the talking, and get back to what matters, everything simply, fewer distractions, more commitment, and a great presentation and delivery.
I shall be the great I believed I can be, the master me, The Master Ninja, in its true form or flawless-ness as I seek to be. (I don’t think much people believe I call myself a Master Ninja, but I am that.)
I blessed to have a voice, a pair of hands to type this message to myself, and for those who dared to read. I am not in pain, I am just creating the change. And it starts simply by withdrawing from everything that is no longer ultimately me, such as the past social sites, random emails, random queries, random brands, and random trends. Here is to a new beginning.
Thanks for reading, (as always)
The Master Ninja
Richardo Wilson
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