Creativity Meets Abstract & Cognition.
I am such an emotional ghost, that means emotions are neither here or there. Its just sitting on the sideline, no set time when it will be back online.
How are you doing in your relationships lately? Are you available for love? Are you emotions running wild?
Thanks for reading
Richardo
“If there is a question, then there must be an answer, even if it’s one you don’t like.”
So my mind has been drawn to the topic of relationship and having a girlfriend. Could I manage one? Do I need one? What are the benefits? Do you just have one to have one?
I bet some girls may pop the same questions. What is a boyfriend? Could they manage having one? Do they need one? What are the benefits? Do you just have one to have one?
I am puzzled to this date on why I would need one for it’s just so random how in a field I use to know so much and so sure about, I have been distancing myself away from. It’s just became such unfamiliar territory for me. It’s like I have grown pass just a name and a title and don’t have the energy needed to sustain one how I use to.
I usually think of a relationship as something you have when you are deeply embedded into someone and sharing your world and love with them. I always thought it was just that easy, just have communication, trust, love and be committed and it’s the key. It’s like I know what it takes to love, and could love, can show love, but can I really truly love at this moment in time?
I feel I am loving something more…There is a taste in the air I haven’t tasted that keeps flying by me. How do I focus on love?
My thoughts as I get older, just takes a lot of energy out of me constantly. I don’t feel it replenished just right. So I and left stranded on certain thoughts. My thinking process has evolved to a peak that I still haven’t define as yet, in my opinion.
I think some deep self discovery is much-needed on my part. I feel I been working at it, but not reaching anywhere closer to an answer. I feel the more my career or creativity jumps and leaps, the less I feel for intimacy or love as you may say (thinking to myself, this can’t be right). But when the roads may seem to be rocky, it’s like there is an opening that appears out of nowhere and changes me again.
Maybe I need to chill out or just maybe there is just a calling my ears in not tuned into.
Do you ever have weird thoughts and understandings of things you just can’t explain immediately? When something goes good for you, what tends to go bad as a result of it?
Thanks for reading and thinking with me
Richardo
As I come home from a long day of work, I enter through the front door like clockwork at 7:35pm on the dot. My mind has been at the distance of the earth’s end thinking about the stressful situation at work today. I can’t believe our firm with all the talents it has could allow such a crucial mess to occur. I take my shoes off a the door and continue to motion towards the bathroom to wash my face to my surprise I saw a shadow pass by the kitchen with much quickness. Being so tired I pay it no mind for it could just be my mind playing tricks on me and I know my wife will not be home until 9pm tonight.
As the shadow became a distraction to my thoughts of work, I was quickly brought back to the reality of last night’s argument with my wife in which the source of our argument was me working long hours and me over working myself. As I bring my face towards the sink to run the cold water upon my face, I felt a slight touch on my back as it goes around my body and towards my neck, starting to unbutton my tie. I know of the touch, this feeling, this joy, and it only the touch of my love, my wife. As I slow arise to face her and dry my face with the hand towel that’s close to the sink, with my slight blur of the water over my eyes, I wipe it away to see my lovely wife with a bowl of strawberries (my favorites) and a shower of kisses, as she tells me she LOVES ME, and not to worry, we are going to be just alright.
Hey how did you like my free write, story telling? Have you ever came home to Strawberries and Kisses?
Let me know if I should continue the story or add more storytelling situations as this.
Thanks for reading
Richardo
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